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Around a Year, Still Alive

I haven't updated in so long. So, despite some introspective thought regarding college decisions I seem to have really improved some aspects of my life. Getting out of debt from wreakless living sucks. Although work can be stressful it is good to leave knowing that I've got health insurance. Could I write more run-on sentences?

 Feeling less inspired to write than I thought. See you next year?

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this past week i've been very ill. I have an appointment at the doctor's office at 2 but i think it's going away. THANK GOD! i've missed 3 workdays and i don't like that at all either. since noon on Monday I've eaten only, a frosty (small) and part of some soup emily brought for me. that's a long time for a fatty like me. i am pretty weak and i still have a vicious cough, but it's better than all the other stuff i had before. I don't have much to complain about other than the illness. I have a good relationship wiht Emily, good friends and whatnot. I am getting strong feelings like: "What are you doing with your life?" That is a bummer. But none of that ...."oooo woah is me," stuff today. that's all for now.

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 Sickness sucks, especially when it's me who is sick. I called into work today, thus freeing me up some time aside from discomfort to write an entry. today's topic: getting older. I'm a 22 year-old whose college class has graduated without him. Only one word comes to mind in big red letters: BUMMER. This blue-collar life that I've been leading is wearing very thin. I work alot, I have two jobs, and when pay day comes i still seem to be as broke as if i didn't work at all. Essencially i think my reason for this experiment in lifestyle may be working a little to motivate me to at least not be comfortable with living the minimum-wage life. I'm soon to look up my options as far as vocational training, or other nontraditional degree careers. I like doign labor such as i do at Macmurray, just hate the pay and the lack of benefits. Pizza Delivery work is for the birds. I feel liek a total corporate tool everytime i answer that damn phone, "We're Having fun at godfathers." It's clearly a lie! I feel so old realizing my age and how the only people around my age are either students, in the army, or really old people who have made a career ou tof this p.o.s. workplace. therefore, i'm on the "careers" track there. SOme one save me before i become a true blue townie-flounderer. Maybe working on my proof-reading is a good start